My Home

Bushes all over when I first sneaked in..
Grass hoppers,reptiles,flying worms all alround
It was half built..bricks in numbers,mud and gooey stuffs.
This was the time.. I was prepared to leave..
Away from my cot,
I was quite little then..untied shoe lace,pink frock,missing milk teeth,pony tails
Mommy held my hand and made me walk with her..
Tears dropping to leave my first friend..
She is lost somewhere now..
Got merged with the other crowd..
Wasn't that tough to accept the things around..
Same people with different faces..
But similar voices everywhere..
I saw a vanilla cake-like house..
She told me it was home..
Was taken aback for a while 'cause I knew my home was there
Where I shared my plate with granny,grandpa,uncle and aunt..
The big terrace where I rode my bike..
Where I played outdoor games indoor and indoor outdoor with grand pa..
Things took a turn suddenly before I could sense the song..
Something shook me all of sudden..
Heard a voices whispereing into my ears
Saying..it's time sweetie
Stepped in to call it my space..
Months passed... I made pals ..new institution..
However,something was missing..
And before I could unwrap my stuffs I had to wrap it all back.
And before my feet could count all the tiles
I had to take off ..
This time it wasn't a vanilla house..
Mommy whispered in my ears again...this is home.. our home..
I was stormed.. a home ..yet again ?
And since then it became our dwelling house..
I got back my favourite school but a different leg..
Now this house knows me.. cries when I'm out..
Oh! the best part is.. I never had to wrap back my articles again..
Alas! I would be gone one day
But my home will always be open for me.

My God My Idol "Micheal Joseph Jackson"(August 29,1958-He is alive)

How do i show my Gratitude to "YOU" now..?? I fought with the World to be "YOU"... they called me a fool.. but their comments did not bother me at all... i dug the earth to find someone like you who could give me a platform to showcase my moves that i learnt from you..

contd..

My "Julien" days....(Ganganagar)

Don't remember my days in Ganganagar branch much..my memory is only limited to School bus no. 6 and the conductor 'Bishu uncle' and few flicks..

Mum and Aunt would make pony tails on either sides ...Grandpa would escort me to the Chhatakal bus stand every morning at 6 am.

Ok!! now this is a little weird but i always used to complete my homework before hitting the lunch table..Shit!! i was so organized.( & look at me now =)) )

One Legendary Incident...

I nearly gave a heart-attack to my Family that day ... dozed off  while returning home.. no one bothered to wake me up even Bishu uncle forgot my existence that day... I missed my stop where Grandpa was waiting for me... luckily i was discovered before the last drop.. that day i had two other followers with me :P.. Poor kaku got us into a public bus and droppred us back to our respective places. to my surprise Grandpa was still waiting to fetch me and i was safely driven back home.

Mum was missing that hour..coz she was out seeking for me..soon she came back home safely.. rest of the family nearly sqeezed me to death..I felt like a Princess that day.. :)

Moral : "Never sleep without a bed and a pillow,you will have spondylitis" 

I can never get bored out of this "ONE"...

A beautiful movie with breath taking locations ..directed by Kunal Kohli..starring Saif Ali Kahin and Rani Mukherjee..This song is my personal favourite.. No other song could ever replace this piece..

LYRICS:

"Saanson Ko Saanson Mein Dalne Do Zara

Saanson Ko Saanson Mein Dalne Do Zara
Dheemi Si Dhadkan Ko Badne Do Zara
Lamho Ki Guzarish Hai Yeh Paas Aa Jaaye
Hum… Hum Tum… 
Tum… Hum Tum…

Aankhon Mein Humko Utharne Do Zara
Baahon Mein Humko Pighalne Do Zara
Lamho Ki Guzarish Hai Yeh Paas Aa Jaaye
Hum… Hum Tum… 
Tum… Hum Tum…

Saanson Ko Saanson Mein Dalne Do Zara

Salvatein Kahin Karwatein Kahin
Phel Jaaye Kajal Bhi Tera 
Nazron Mein Ho Guzar Tha Hua
Khwabon Ka Koi Khafila
Jismo Ko Ruho Ko Jale Do Zara
Sharmo Khaya Ko Machalne Do Zara
Lamho Ki Guzarish Hai Yeh Paas Aa Jaaye
Hum… Hum Tum… 
Tum… Hum Tum…

Saanson Ko Saanson Mein Dalne Do Zara

Choolon Badan Magar Iss Tarah 
Jaisa Surila Saaz Ho
Hum Hai Re Chupe Tere Zulf Mein 
Kholo Ke Raat Azaad Ho
Aanchal Ko Seene Se Dhalne Do Zara
Shabnam Ki Boondein Phisalne Do Zara
Lamho Ki Guzarish Hai Yeh Paas Aa Jaaye
Hum… Hum Tum… 
Tum… Hum Tum…
Saanson Ko Saanson Mein Dalne Do Zara
Bahon Mein Humko Pighalne Do Zara
Lamho Ki Guzarish Hai Yeh Paas Aa Jaaye
Hum… Hum Tum… 
Tum… Hum Tum…
Hum… Hum Tum… 
Tum… Hum Tum…
Hum… Hum Tum…"

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone...

"Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes"....

Out of the city..away from the hustle-bustle following the unseen,undiscovered deserted road..crossing the red,blue,green lines..capturing destiny...leaving behind the jungle of  rue....there I see a ménage for you and me.

Take me to the placewhere you pledged to comfort me..

I m losing my hope in this sinful piazza...my pace is diminishing..recover me, thy hand is rickety...

Yet this soul is unassailable ..all i can necessitate is patience and hope..i know you won't let go off the feelings you hold...we belong to each other.... the formation has already commenced as i could date every bit of it.

I can feel your soul reaching mine...I closed my eyes for the pure vision and I could see the composition which is so divine.. The green grass and the blooming petals... I could here the birds sing...they look so beautiful like never before with the colourful coiffe they wore.. The sky looks so distinctive with the clouds merging in.. Oh' what a view ..Dreams don't they look new...as if they have changed their theme and have pursued happiness for all.The world looks so pure and clean..I hope to live this dream of you and me and "Us" to begin.. 

Romeo : .....

" Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone , 

I love you and that's all i really know " 

The unseen flickering Colours...

 It looks dark and black when the sun is doomed to shine up for another brightness in a man's life...the alley was never lit...yet it thanks the heavenly almighty for the little shine it gets...it is soulless...the emotional activity is invisible to naked eyes...it smiles when a human steps in with sparkled face...similarly breakes down with the sadness borne. It hopes for wings so that it could fly to steal away that little bright colour that will flicker on it forever.. it ain't productive but man-made creation..symbolises different shades of life...

Life is uncertain indeed and so the alley....Life could be short like a Daffodil or long like a banyan or a turtle..life is the experience of being alive..alleys are lifeless and the lifespan is specified by a man.

One can cast his life the way he wants...detailing is very important...the series of emotional activity barges without prior permission..

The colour Red which is characterized by violence or bloodshed takes-over a man's life and pushes him to death..

The colour Blue characterized by profanity or cursing holds the strongest position in a man's life...it spells doom if given birth by Heart..

The colour Black characterized by wicked or dishonourable rules the Kingdom.

The colour Green is fleeceable symbolises an immortal relationship if mortality could be taken over.

The colour Yellow can turn the pages of life if prioritized.

The confusion remains intact as to which one to adopt or given priority in equal proportions ... 

A man can make his life colourful and bright if he wears that transparent colour... but what about the alley..its still black but it is not wicked..its helpless... ask the speechless alley and if you can open the gate to success then LIFE is all yours.. the alley will shine and transformation would be visible to naked eyes.

Colours don't know their colours but we can surely enlighten them with their meanings.

Thus,the unseen flickering light is yet to be discovered however the doors are visible ..bunch of keys making the way.Discover the right key and unfold the mystery.