Sunday, October 19, 2008

Ultimate Achievement..Is it...??


Amazing grace,how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch,like me……

I deserve the first two lines of this song,it suits me well but I do not kow the reason behind it.Why,how,etc are the few questions that come in my mind….
“A wretch like me…”… am I a devil….???

I am just a normal girl who like other young girls celebrate for being turned into a grown up girl…… leaving behind her teen days where she came across many dangerous toils and snares still kept silent despite of being fallen into a pit or it can be said…. she was been dragged…so many stories to be unfold,she wants to share it all but she does not know where to go,wherever she goes she finds herslef lost,she is neither blind nor she is suffering from any dangerous decease…. She feels it’s her FATE which never serves her right….and she finds Pain at every corner. At some point she finds herself to be the happiest and the luckiest soul on earth but when Fate finds her smiling,it suddenly takes away all her smiles..is she unlucky or she is just goin through a bad phase..?? For how long.. she asks every now and then… why me… She blames God first then when she comes back to her senses she blames herself….she thinks that she is guilty.. she is confirmed… No no its not conditioning.